A life with no regrets..

I know I dont have you with me...and I also know that I might never have you
But the love I have known keeps me happy and makes every new day looked forward to
I can feel it in my blood when I am running
In the sweat, in the heat, in the cold, in the sleepless nights, when my head is swimming
When I come to my beautiful home after many weeks away
When I paint s0mething new, when I click something pretty, when my favourite music I play
When I cram my hard disk with awesome movies
When I relax and fall asleep on the couch in front of the tv
My friends talk to me all the time, they are a blessing, they are everything I have
My head is clearer because of them, they belive in me, they listen to me, no matter what strength I might lack

I know that if I am a stronger, wiser, better person today..
Its because I once knew you, because I let you touch my life,
Because I believe everything you believe in too,
Because you remind me of who I am every day, in every possible way..

And I can never thank God enough for it..
And am sorry to Him for all the times I complained to Him, all the times I cried, all those days in my life that I wasted...bit by bit...

"You're a teaser you turn them on...

...leave them burning and then you're gone ! " ;)

 

~Lyrics by Abba.

The most heavenly food on earth...

Cheesecake ! :D

When the lines begin to blur...

Im living life like a dream you wake up from only once in a while...

Im happy just to be...not caring that the end might be very near..

The day I cease to be happy, I might put an end to it all myself...

I live life not only to see what is, but to feel what is..that is my blessing, that is my curse..

I am afraid sometimes, ofcourse I am, but I dont live in fear...

I hold back everything that might link me to the earth shattering reality..

Because reality is sometimes not so real...

There are things the eye doesnt see, but that doesnt mean they dont exist..

Maybe your heart cries everyday, maybe it doesnt, I know mine does, but you still dont see a single tear...

Life, or something like it

Every act starts with a thought, every thought starts with an idea

Every leaf grows from a stem, every stem grows from a tree

You are the idea and you are the tree

You are the words I write, the life that I see...

You are the one who holds me together, and the one who sets me free...

Alight..

" Tamso ma jyotir gamay..."

From darkness to light...

When I'm lost, I find a way

Darkness cant engulf me anymore

I now live by a divine light every day..

Life is a maze of shades and shadows

But I dont wary or stray,

'Cause God gives me the strength to live by the magic that is love forevermore...

Aglow..

The sun shines in my face

The flowers fill my room

Joy fills my life, the joy I never knew

I am aglow, from the miracle that is you..

Ablaze..

I am still burning...with the fire I once saw in your eyes...
My hands are painted red...
My heart beats to the music around me, is the song over yet?
Is it my imagination or am I listening to your distant silent cries?