A life with no regrets..

I know I dont have you with me...and I also know that I might never have you
But the love I have known keeps me happy and makes every new day looked forward to
I can feel it in my blood when I am running
In the sweat, in the heat, in the cold, in the sleepless nights, when my head is swimming
When I come to my beautiful home after many weeks away
When I paint s0mething new, when I click something pretty, when my favourite music I play
When I cram my hard disk with awesome movies
When I relax and fall asleep on the couch in front of the tv
My friends talk to me all the time, they are a blessing, they are everything I have
My head is clearer because of them, they belive in me, they listen to me, no matter what strength I might lack

I know that if I am a stronger, wiser, better person today..
Its because I once knew you, because I let you touch my life,
Because I believe everything you believe in too,
Because you remind me of who I am every day, in every possible way..

And I can never thank God enough for it..
And am sorry to Him for all the times I complained to Him, all the times I cried, all those days in my life that I wasted...bit by bit...